Up in the Heavens

Various studies suggest that motherhood might create new synaptic connections, enhance learning, and even improve memory abilities.

How pregnancy might stimulate memory

Prior research has found that certain female hormones such as oestradial and progesterone significantly increase the number of dendritic spines in the brain.Dendrites are what neurons use to reach out and connect with each other—so the more dendrites, the higher possibility of neural connections. Because these dendrite-enriching female hormones surge and stay high during pregnancy

So I had remembered it was near closing time of borders. My coworker was helping a customer I was next to him because I was ringing up people as well. He was helping someone with a fixture sale as was I. So I was waiting for the book since we were both in charge of selling fixtures. I was angry at him from our personal lives about something so of course I was not fake about it. The customer can see. So He would try to push my buttons just to see if he could and mentioned to the customer to tell me that he is a good guy. Which I know in the inside he is very much he just puts off too much of the bad kind of guy. So I of course told the customer he is and walked off. 

As we were crossing paths I gave him an evil look like don’t mess with me I’m through with you. I can see Love in his eyes. He brings out his arms grabs my hands and says “dance with me”. I of course said nothing but just went along with it. putting my head down smiling. We were waltzing around the store! lol. That same customer saw us and asked to take our picture. Probably will never see that pic. lol. 

Honestly love this feeling… 

being able to choose the person you want in your life…

The type of guy your looking for…

the strength and independent feeling knowing if someone can’t accept you than screw them..

someone else will accept me, will like me for everything I have and can give… 

Doing whatever you want just gives you so much freedom….

Independence… 

:)